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July 28th, 2008 (08:56 pm)

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 70%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 62%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 54%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Interdependence || 10%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious |||| 16%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 50%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Humanitarian |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||||| 23%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||| 16%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Family drive |||||||||||| 50%
Physical Activity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Honor |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Thriftiness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%


Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.


trait snapshot:

social, outgoing, worry free, optimistic, upbeat, tough, likes large parties, makes friends easily, rarely irritated, open, enjoys leadership, trusting, dominant, thrill seeker, strong, does not like to be alone, assertive, mind over heart, confident, controlling, feels desirable, likes the spotlight, loves food, social chameleon, hard working, concerned about others

nanaki_wolfbane [userpic]

Fucking hell...

September 21st, 2006 (10:38 pm)
irritated

current mood: irritated

Just happens to be another ;one of those nights' again. Kahami decided to go to bed early, and it is my fucking fault.

We sit there getting into a talk about what to roleplay, and she goes off seeming to rub it in my face that I can't choose anything because I don't know her genres yet she knew my own. That got me really annoyed, so I asked her to stop it. Then she goes off being really annoyed and depressed herself. I wanted to stay and talk to her but instantly she was tired and had to go. She claimed that she wasn't going to bed because of me, but I think otherwise.

Godamn I am a fucking son of a bitch.

Now I am pissed off, and I probably am not going to get to sleep, and not only that but I have two tests tomorrow. Thanks alot fucking brain! Must as well just drive you out with an icepick right now!

What a time for this shit to hit the fan too, just when I was starting to feel good about myself as well. Talk about a major mood killer. I am just so wide awake and pissed and depressed its not even funny. And even if I do go to sleep I am going to have a horrible day because I will be thinking about tonight!

*sighs heavily shaking his head quickly* Maybe I am just reacting to this too much, or maybe I was right with my feelings from earlier....

Maybe we are drifting apart...and she will leave me soon.

nanaki_wolfbane [userpic]

Man...things are going down.

August 23rd, 2006 (02:40 am)
infuriated

current mood: infuriated

IT is my first post here, too bad I can't open things up in a good note.

Kyti, and old friend of my mate, Kahami, had visited her a couple of Sunday's ago. I was a little nervous about him comming over to her place, considering that he used to go out with her and everything. I was told that I had no need to worry since he was a homosexual...but...I couldn't help myself but worry. When the long day was finally over, she gave me a report.

I didn't like it.

It seems that he had made several passes at her, asking for her to lay against him on a couch, to sit in his lap at the computer, and the one that really ticked me off the most. He told her that he would give up his sexuality and become straight for her again.

In anger soon after I wrote an angry email to him. I trust Kahami's word, so I trust her completely.

Today it seems that things are still being disputed. And I couldn't hold back anymore after another persons post. It is after this that I wonder if perhaps Ia m just too violent of a person. Usually I can supress my urges but lately I have been doing more outbursts.

And that is not even going into the most recent crap.

Kahami's mother has been using credit cards in Kahami's name for a while now, and if Kahami signs even one thing in her name now then all of her mom's debts go to her. This...is just plan idiotic! Kahami wants to take care of her parents, to not let them get into poverty. This is very kind and angelic of her, but she doesn't have the resources nor the money to be able to pull that off and still live the way that she really should be.

I don't even know how if she moves in with me and we go out on our own how we are going to be able to make ends meet. How can I expect that we will be able to if she sends her paycheck to her parents.

This is seriously pissing me off!

Not only that but she now is extremely depressed, and I want to help her. But I can't help but say my feelings on the situtation. She is thinking that she should stay home for a couple of years, until her parents are not in debt. Well with both parents that don't even have a high school deploma and that they are smokers, I highly doubt that them getting out of debt is ever gonna happen.

It is times like this that I wish I could just take everything in my own hands and take care of it. But...maybe staying with her parents instead of me is what she truelly wants. I don't know. But if she is going to be staying there for years upon years to come I just don't know how the relationship is going to be.

I just want her to be happy.

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